pathetic bomb.....

For some time now I have observed that some people are such "pathetic bomb" or should I say "pathetic losers"...why do I say that??? I just don't get it! If they are just playing dumb, dumber or numb or whatever you call it. Where are there neurons???Deteriorating??? Or worst, flushed out in the toilet harharhar. Why are some people unable to accept reality? why can't they just be contented of what they have right now instead of disturbing peoples lives...in short why don't they just get lost! lols. It makes me annoyed of such strange character that during the time of their relationship they should have done all the things that have made their relationship work! So why then after how many years they just show up trying to rekindle their past...are they dumb or what???What do they think of us??? An operated machine? That in a single push on button things will work just what they wanted it to be? That’s so ridiculous!...do you they think money can buy everything? Even ones' dignity or ones' soul? Do they think reminiscing their good times will bring their relationship back? That’s so pathetic!!! Guess what!!! As I was writing this blog two of these "pathetic bomb" suddenly popped out of no where and had conversation with me lolz...oh well I got one thing to say - - I just pity them... I just smiled and said to myself that I am happy and contented with whom I am with right now - - I am living a simple life without having any guilt in my conscience, I have my sapphos whom I dearly love...I may not have that extravagant lifestyle but I am proud to say that I am a genuine person with a simple ideology -- to brighten up people and to touch their hearts in my own special ways. Keep on dreaming because good things happen to people who are pure in heart.

questions unanswered...

finally i finished editing settings and templates on this account...so much thoughts in my mind right now...don't know what to do...don't wanna worry anymore "sigh" ...why does it have to happen to me???i thought everything will turn out fine but i was wrong... i feel so miserable...when will it be right time for me??? so much questions unanswered...time is running out...time to get back on what i've started before...my enthusiasm and determination to do it right this time...focus on what you want to become alright!!!

hilarious....

Oh my goodness! It's been ages since I last visited my blog and what the hell was I thinking of during those times (lol). I find my past post to be hilarious and dramatic harharhar. Hmmm what was i doin from july of 2006 to march 2007??? gosh it's been a year I haven't been here! I guess I was buzy during those times (lol), buzy with what???can't remember..I think I have a memory gap (lol). Can't believe what I've gone through during those months...lot of happenings I haven't written here, some are sad while some are fun. Oh well, time passed by and guess what.. I got somebody new in my life, my inspiration, my newly found love, my one and only - - Sapphos. What can i say? I found my love at the right time and at the right place, must be destiny? whatever you describe it...the important thing is we found each other. Got lot of changes in settings to do here, maybe i'll do that some other time, anyways it feels good to write again here specially that i'm inspired with thoughts of my sapphos who has been part of my everyday. I love you hun wherever you are whatever you do, you'll always be in my heart! As i write this, she's actually snoring right now (lol). Till the next post ...ciao!!!

"Every thought of you makes me feel I'm so much inlove with you."