Welcome the Year of the Ox

Last year was full of surprises and blessings for me…Got a job that deals with multicultural people…learned a lot on how to deal with frustrations and how to have a whole lot of patience . Well what to do but to live what life has to offer.

Surprisingly, I never expected to finally meet the love of my life, face to face but for a short term only. A month full of love, drama, and adventures. Although for a short time only, I have discovered the undiscovered and never seen and felt the unimaginable. A love affair I wish never have to end, however, I was fortunate enough that chance was given to us to celebrate the most important part of our lives – the word called Love.

Amazing part was both of us traveling, enjoying each others company. Discovering places I have never been, from North to South. Never thought and felt so much pleasure sharing funny moments. Just looking at those pictures makes me miss you more each day. Definitely one of the best adventures I’ve ever had spending with the one I love. Funny moments at our overnight stay at a certain place called Cordillera Inn, my first time to stay in a place I thought was fascinating. On the lighter side, although it was a horrible journey, it was my most unforgettable moment spending with my sweetie. Going far South, so much excitement and astonishment to the beauty of nature. Relaxing moments at Villa Escudero, absolutely a place I would recommend for people who knows how to appreciate nature.

The sad part was for us to part ways, don’t know when will be the next time for me to feel that kind of love again. It was a good year for me and for the Year of the Ox hopefully have continuous blessings. Time to rest now, got a flu due to extreme coldness.

"When possible make the decisions now, even if action is in the future.
A reviewed decision usually is better than one reached at the last moment."
--William B. Given Jr.

Underground Beast

Revealing my thoughts and emotions in this blog helps me release unwanted revulsion by whoever human beings I encounter in my everyday life. At work, I deal a lot of hypocrites and experience prejudice. I somehow learned some shocking and revealing misbehaviors of my so called "wave allies". Then again I saw something that really disgust me, a sequel of my ... You thought I wouldn't know. Imagine your arteries, vein and capillaries bursting with wrath! This time it is way over the line my friend and it really disgust me reading that short conversations with a person whom you met in certain dating sites. Stupid! you didn't destroy it in your sent items folder but you obliterated it in your inbox folder. You're one insensitive creature but one thing I can assure you of is I never did these things to you and I am totally devastated this time, very disappointed and I feel betrayed of someone I almost gave my life to. Maybe this is the reward of what I've done in the past ....don't want to waste my time anymore. It's a good thing I have options now unlike before. Now if you'll convince me that this is nothing...that's GARBAGE!

Surreptitious Blaze

You thought I wouldn't know...although it didn't pushed through I had my intuitions right before..the first time I saw that portrait, it struck me and ask myself what's that image doing in your secluded sanctuary. It's about 9 am and still I cannot find peace and serenity, I don't know why this thought suddenly popped out of my mind and perhaps became the object of my attention. I carefully piled up these series of events and finally came to one conclusion, that is --
That is one thing I hate most, admitting something that transpired a century ago. It's a good thing I was able to figure out things on my own way unintentionally. Being cautious in everything we do will divert us from these tempting situations. Aware or not one must be brave enough to reveal what is not to be revealed.

virtual love

As I watch you sleep, I see myself helpless and wondering why I still manage to persevere despite the feeling of yearning.
As I watch you sleep, I sympathize you for letting yourself be the servant of others. Watching you exhausted and feel sick makes my heart devastated and wanting to cuddle you tight to ease somehow that restlessness and anxiety.
I want you to take care of your health because someday I would like to feel and enjoy the whole you, feeling your warmth embrace and gentle kisses.

It is true that in this world we live in everyone needs to survive but we must also be aware of the reason for our existence -- that is to experience happiness, love, and pain, etc. So the best thing we could do right now is to say "I love you." to people who cares and are close to our hearts. There's a saying that " we never regret our lives the things that we do, only the things that we don't "...
Happy Hearts Day everyone...

My precious Calla Lily (hahaha!) you are truly unique in your own ways and for that you remain to be the champion in my heart!

Thank you God for giving me another chance to discover and explore the world, another opportunity to be reunited with my fellow homosapien sapiens and hopefully being freed from the comfort zone I've been with through the past years. Taking risk and facing this stressful havoc world is one difficult trip one must surpass.

"Life indeed is a journey and arduous quest after Truth."