"We accept the love we think we deserve"

I think this is quite true. I thought I have found the "right one" hehehe , but as everyday goes by, I learned the real you. It is so weird that I was not able to discover who you really are and I wonder why until now, you are like a stranger that I have known from the very start. I tried to dig deep through your heart and somehow to know you better. Sad to say, I did not prevail. So I divert myself on things I have ever wanted ,travelled to places I have never been just to escape the loneliness and sadness I am feeling  everyday. And so this strategy still didn't help me. Hopeless romantic isn't it. Oh well, maybe that's what life has to offer me. But then again, the best way is to go back to where my heart is -- Home!